I’m glad that you are finding happiness in other ways in your daily life. There is a Chinese mythological belief that one’s life mate has been pre-determined before we were all born. Fate has tied together our lifemate’s ankle and our ankle with a red silk thread which means that at some point it is the future destiny of us and our red thread connected lifemate to walk the same road in life together. Be happy but don’t worry, he will show up in your life.